Hi

Hi!



I'm back. Hopefully, I will be inspired and write more to this blog. I have been busy, despite of being lazy lol. Busy and lazy. Lazy in writing in my blog(s), and busy at the gym, reading, seeing my friends, doing stuff... There is so much "stuff" to do! I hope I never die! lol



I have found the Joy of Living. Seriously, I have found the Key to My Own Happiness. That is: Do not think too much. Just enjoy every good thing in life. Remember you have a purpose in life. Enjoy the journey. Be kind. To yourself and others. Forgive, be grateful always.



Well, that sounded kind of cheesy, sorry.



But it is true. Nobody else can give you happiness, no one can "fix" you. You will have to dig for the sunshine inside yourself. This is not easy, I know all too well. I have had depression for over a decade, I have had anxiety for years. Some people do not understand these illnesses. They're like: "I am healthy, you are not. Therefore you are weird and less worthy of things that bring you happiness." True story.



Things I am thankful today:



My Faith (and religion), God

My friends

My cats
My family
Music
Books
Movies
Barbies and My Little Ponies

Well, those are a few

I turn 40 next year... It haunts me lol. I hope I could loose weight until then, so I can look fab on my Birthday! Or "release weight" because I don' want to loose it, because I am not looking for to get it back lol

My goal weight for 22.5.2020 is 80 kilos. My 40th Bday...

I really love my friends
Well, I am getting sleepy, even though it's not that late yet...

More later!