tiistai 24. syyskuuta 2019

Good morning! With love, from Finland!

Hey there!

What's up? I woke up a little while before the newspaper-person brought the Aamulehti to my neighbout lol. I have trouble sleeping sometimes. Also, I fell asleep too early... Now I am having so much fun, I do not want to sleep. Life is tough... I know. LOL

Right now I am listening to RIX FM, the radio I love, from Sweden. God bless the interweb!

Yesterday I went to Tipotie, to see my psych-nurse. FINALLY, they are taking me seriously! They have read time and time again comments from the hospital, about my diagnosis, and maybe, just maybe, they will soon see the "light" and change it. It is okay, I just think it is ridiculous that they do not believe my shrink I had in Sweden for 10 freaking years! It is just plain stupid. My doctor ("Bosse), told me that I do not, in fact have that horrible thing that they are telling me I have (at Tipotie), but now I have been twice to the hospital, once in 2018 and the second time a few weeks ago, and the doctor said (both times) that I do not friggin' have that stupid diagnonsense! So, they better fess up, and admit they were wrong! Let us see... Maybe, someday!

I have had a lovely time lately. I have such good friends who take care of me. At Church I had fun.

Here is a link to RIX FM:

RIX FM

THE BEST radiostation in Sweden! I also have a favorite in Germany... Just a sec, I will post it too...

FFH

More later!

torstai 19. syyskuuta 2019

Hiya!

Good morning, with love, from Finland!

Today I woke up a bit too early... At 3 a.m. I was up... Because the night before I stayed up most of the night, I fell asleep 6 p.m. yesterday, and as per usual, after nine hours I was up, lol... Then I stayed up for maybe little over a hour and fell back asleep and woke up 6.30. A very good night's sleep.

The sun is rising, the sky is a cloudless blue and orange, red, pink etc. Beautiful day ahead!

Today I am going to my speech therapist at 9.00 a.m. and after that I am meeting my nurse-person in town. We are going to take care of some official business and maybe go eat a salad or an ice cream lol...

Most mornings I wake up really happy, this morning was no exception! ;) I wake up, then I am like: Happý happy joy joy! These two mornings I have been listening to my Swedish favorite radio: RIX FM... My favorite is Roger! He is sooo cute! "An oldie but a goodie!"

Today will be a good day!

keskiviikko 18. syyskuuta 2019

Early morning rant...

HI!

WARNING! Rant... lol

Well, I have a "friend" who is really not my friend. This person is jealous, always wants to be better than me, trying to make me feel bad every chance they get, even if they tell me they're "helping" me... An example:

I told the person: "I am on early retirement. I also have a blog, but I do not get paid for it yet."
The person: "OOOOH! So you have a BLOG! Do not tell anyone."
Like really?!? This person was also implying that I am SOOO rich, because I have a blog. In fact, I have not gotten one single penny out from this blogging business... the person of course does not believe me, like the person does not believe most of what I say. Try talking to a person who keeps on questioning EVERY SINGLE THING YOU SAY! ARGH!

Well, that, my friends, is just the tip of the iceberg... I have come to a point that I almost wish the person would just leave me alone. Because the person is really impossible. My other friends tell me that I should just stop being this person's friend, but the person also believes in revenge. So, if I would hurt the person and the person would take it too badly, I would suffer more than just keep on trying to survive and stay mentally healthy around this person...

BRB!

I'm on a roll... lol

Hi there peeps!

I'm back, sooner that I would have thought/planned. Well, my blog has apparently been created by ME in 2007, that is 12 years ago! WOOOW! That is crazy! I do see some "development" lol. I was such a BABY! It is embarrassing... Awful, really...

Now I got a weird flash-back from my years in Sweden. Some late evening, my Mom and me got hungry and wanted Pizza. We walked to our pizza place on our street and took a pizza with us home. It was delish! I miss the hustle and bustle of living in a huge city, in the center, where you can get food 24/7, right around the corner! it is the best!

What, may you ask, has prompted these flashbacks and memories come flooding back? I saw my favorite radiopersonality in Sweden post on Facebook, so I started listening to my favorite radiostation:

https://www.ilikeradio.se/rixfm/

In case you were wondering, my favorite radio personality is ROGER! He is so cute! I have been listening to his voice since 2001-2002... That is a while lol. And since I am sleepless here at home alone (see what I did there?), I decided to listen to the radiostation and wait for my favorite program: Rix MorronZoo. It starts 5 a. m. Swedish time and I will try to stay awake until then lol. Because! The post on facebook said: Ask Roger a question!

I asked him: "How do you take care of your voice?" Let us see, what he replies... IF he replies to my comment... Do not know yet, I will take that chance! I am a big fan lol.He is so cool and has a very pleasant voice!

My cat Bisse is meowing and wondering "when's breakfast?" lol

It is only 3.35 a. m. here in Finland and the time is 2.35 in Sweden... So, I need to wait almost three hours still lol... Life is hard, I know...

TJENA! :)

TJENA! LÄGET?

YES, this will be a post about me missing the country I once called Home, the country where I thought I would die... Probably will not... I lived there from 7.1.2001 until 6.12.2012... SO, basically 12 years! That was a long time to be studying. LOL. I studied English and Finnish on/off for all those years. It was sooo awesome! The University I attended is my favorite school EVER! Because I was never bullied there... and the teachers were great! I hope they still are, I think they are.

I started my life in Sweden in Tullinge, Botkyrka kommun, outside Stockholm. I lived with two members of the Church, they are mother and daughter. We had some really fun times together! I miss them often and would like to see them for a "reunion". They moved to Brandbergen, in Haninge kommun, outside of Stockholm, a really nice place. I lived with my new friends for about 4-5 months. Then I got ill, depression etc. Lived in Finland in Fall of 2001. Then, I got right back, in January 2002, back at the University. In the summer of 2001 I briefly lived in Svedmyra, Enskede and worked at an oldfolks home for ten days. I lived in a small room, next to my workplace, at the workers' dorm. I got bullied real bad at work, so that's why I moved to Finland and got depression, in reverse order.

When I came back to Sweden in January 2002, I moved into a rented apartment in Svedmyra, Enskede, a two-room place with a balcony. It was a pretty nice place. Then in April 2002 I moved to Kungsholmen, Stockholm city. I lived on Fridhemsgatan. My parents moved in with me after a few weeks, months, cannot remember. It was a big apartment. Three rooms, kitchen, bath and toilet, and a nice balcony. We lived there for five years. My Dad moved back to Finland and my Mom moved to Solna, a nice, one-room apartment. She was working at a nice Old people's home and so she stayed in Stockholm.

Now comes the fun part lol. I BOUGHT with my Mom, a small two-room apartment for me on Kungsholmen! It was 35 square meters, with a balcony. It was perfect! BUT! There was no room for a washer! That was a horrible minus lol... I had to wash all my laundry in the shared washing facilities... That wasn't so nice. Somehow I survived lol...

I lived on St Eriksgatan for five years, and in 2011 I was joined by my two kitties: Bisse and Brianna. I have a blog about them, here is a link to it:

https://keep-calm-and-meow.blogspot.com/

I moved to St Eriksgatan on the 1st of November 2007... I moved from there back to Finland on the 6th of December 2012, the Independence Day of  Finland... Oh, how I have missed Sweden. But it is better for me in Finland. It is my home...