Hello dear readers...
I have managed to wake my computer up from "almost death". That is excellent, so happy about it. Now I have no excuse to not blog anymore... I will try my best. I have been updating my bookish blog most often, these other so called personal blogs have been less prioritized, I am so sorry. I'll try and become better at blogging again. I used to be so good lol :)
I have been in a better mood, in better health etc. My problem nowadays is my sore back and other somatic problems. My voice is still gone. I have a really hard time walking. I have a walker outside, at home I can get around pretty okay.
I have spent a lot of time on Discord lol, I have a lot of new friends there, they are so lovely and nice.
I have to admit, I don't tell most of my friends so much about my life anymore, some of them are getting on my nerves lol. I feel like it is best to keep clear of some of them. I do not need their kind of negativity in my life. They are sometimes so rude to me. But it's okay, I am focusing on my Good Friends :)
I have started ordering my groceries home, because of my bad back. One thing that makes me upset is when my friends tell me to "just go outside". It's not that easy. Even if my back would be perfect, I have probably some kind of mental block, and the more people tell me to go outside, the harder it becomes... And IF/WHEN I go, they'll expect me to go more often. It is really hard. I know, they think it is because I am lazy and crazy. I do not care what they think. I will decide what I do.
Today I will probably hang around Discord and read :)
