Someday...

Hey there!

Since there is literally no views on my blog anymore, I will just ignore the "audience" and just "enjoy the journey" i.e. let my freak flag fly, just do it, write what I really want, not just what I think people will like... Well, my shrink told me I am too self-critical... I really do understand where that comes from.

I was bullied for 10 years in school. Then, after 10 years I became ill and had to stay in the mental hospital in Nokia for 8 months... So, my whole life I have been criticized: In school in, in church, among relatives... I have always been a little fat, a little weird, you know. So no wonder my voice doesn't work anymore!

Then some people think I'm kinda a little "slow" because of my illnesses. I feel sorry for the lot. They are so typical, judging people. They do not have a clue. I am the master of disguise... :) They do not know what they are missing. There is one dude at church, he probably assumes that I am handicapped. First of all: Why would that make me a lesser person? and: I feel sorry for him, he probably has a hard time telling what kind of person all kinds of people are. Like, if he sees someone smiling, will he understand that the person is happy? Maybe he need to study people skills a little more. And this dude did serve a mormon mission... Just sayin' ... lol

I hope all those mean people will find and get the sticky end of the lollipop of life, because that is what they deserve...

Hmm... I have been planning to make some new goals for 2019. I just thought of it, in fact.

Number One: Speak only kind and uplifting words, that includes writing.
Number Two: Do not judge, not even those who judge you.
Number Three: Think positive
Number Four: Stay active, physically and spiritually and mentally.
Number Five: SISU. Use it. :) ( it's the Finnish word for "grit" )

More later!