Love

Hey there!

I'm back!
Today I've been thinking about love and my dear friends' expectations for me.
I have not posted on Facebook about any crushes or cute guys etc. in a long time. I try to get my friends to understand that I'm not desperate or "thirsty ", I don't think I've ever even been. The number one reason why people think that I am thirsty is simply my colorful and outgoing personality. I talk. A lot. Smile, laugh and flirt. That's not typical of Finns. Not at all. I'm a freak in a grey mass of frowns. I lived in Stockholm for 11 years and now that I think about it, I was considered more normal there. Sigh, I miss Sweden...

So, people may think what they want, people can say what they want, they can judge me and think they are better than me. Actually there is no need to compare or look down on others. Christian people are the most judging in the world. I'm a Christian but I really try not to judge. I've been judged by my acquaintanceside and friends. The reasons may be many. To be honest, it really is no concern of mine what people say or think about me. Because it's not my problem if somebody doesn't like me. I'm not the one suffering, it's themselves who poison their own minds. Usually I feel very sorry for people who don't like me, they really don't know me or what they're missing.

That's why I can feel free. I'm probably expected to be married by now, have 1-8 children and a fabulous education and career... I just don't care about what I am supposed to be or do. All I really need to be is myself. People are unsure about themselves, that is why they judge others. That's why they hate. That's why they are scared.

That's all.