Muahahaaa.... ;)

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Hi there! ;)

Here's the rub. I went to see my shrink today. I told him I have a VERY hard time staying awake in the day without drinking A LOT of coke zero or pepsi max, and since I've stopped drinking that shite, I've been tired ALL THE TIME... So, we thought about it a mo' and I asked, could he prescibe me some coke zero? No, he said, but there's something called "Caffeine pills"!!! So, he prescribed me one hundred pills, 100 mg/pill and I can take up to three pills a day... So, when were done talking I RAN to the drugstore and got them. I took one a mo' ago and BOY o' BOY are they somethin'!!! I feel like I can fly! ;) I feel filled with energy, vigour, power, ability, intelligence -everything I need to study, do everything I need to leed a normal life! Finally! Blessed little pills! <3

Then I took a brake in my coke zero/pepsi max -strike and went and bought myself a 1.5 liter pepsi max -bottle and it's already as good as gone... ;) To celebrate my new caffeine pills and that it's Friday and that my new Best Girl Friend is coming over to watch movies... Sorry, I had to drink pepsi max today. It's so sunny outside! It's warm, I wore my summer 2008 -shoes yesterday and today and only a knitted sweater kinda thing -no hat, no gloves, no scarf...

I LOOOVE Stockholm in the Spring!!!

This is going to be the BEST Spring and Summer EVER!!! I've found a new friend in Finland, we're going to go to a happenin' in the summer, where I know nobody else, so I hope he'll introduce me to all the others... We're going to swim, go to the Sauna, maybe go even out dancin'... It's going to be GREAT.

And I was a FOOL fallin' for those younger guys. From now on, if someone under 30 tries to hit on me, I'm gonna say: "In your dreams, Buster!" ;) Really. They're SO immature. How could I ever liked someone who's like 25 or 23??? I was a COMPLETE IDIOT!

And in the Fall I'm going back to the English Department at the University of Stockholm, study a little Linguistics, with these new caffeine pills it's going to go swell... I didn't get those private lessons but I'll use my brain REAL hard and memorize the books from cover to cover and write down EVERY SINGLE WORD the teachers say at the lectures -it'll work out just fine.

Where do I find all this optimism? I guess it's the caffeine speaking, or the fact that the sun is shining through my open balcony door, or that I'm listening to the best male singer in the WORLD -Jari Sillanpää, from Finland. I LOVE JARI!!! ;)