More Christmas time... ;)

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Hi!

Yesterday or I should say today, I couldn't fall asleep before 3 a.m. So I couldn't go to church to ten a.m. I was too tired. I woke at 10.30 ish and got to the church around 12.30. I met my Bishop and many of my friends. We sang Christmas Carols and members held speeches about Christmas.

Yesterday I went to the ward's Christmas Party. It was fun. I danced a polonaise with my friend Elisa. Today my Mom and my Aunt went to my Grand-mother in Jakobstad. I stayed behind with my Dad.

Tomorrow I'm going to visit Kirppu. On Tuesday I'm seeing my friend Veronica.

More later.

X-mas time... :P

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Hi.

I came back to Finland on the 3rd of December. We had a dance in Helsinki on the 4th and I met many of my friends there. Yes, it was fun and yes, there were many very special people there. Special to me, that is. Like Asko Felin and my friend Lara. And also a surprise... It was nice.

Anyway, I spent a week in the Helsinki area and then I came to Tampere. On Thursday, the next day since I arrived here, I went shopping with one of my best friends, Kirppu (my old classmate) and then I met my friend Leo and had a long chat. It is good to see friends.

On Friday I went to the movies with Kirsi and on Saturday we had an awesome Christmas Party at the Outreach Center and there were many of my friends... Andreas, Santtu, Naba and Lissu etc. On Sunday I went to Lahti with my Dad and the Myllylät to the meetings there and then to the Christmas Carol concert at an old church in the evening with my Dad.

Today my Mom comes home.

More later.

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Hi there...

I'm sitting here at my dad's desk in the "office" in my Tampere-home here in Finland, listening to Céline and looking out the window, wondering how mean people can be. Seriously. Well. I'll just have to say: I won't judge them, who knows, they might be handicapped in the brain or something and I will let God judge between us. To be honest, I think neither of us has done much wrong, except for them because they judged me... And pretty harshly at that...

Anyway. There's no point in thinking about idiots. They will always exist.

Today I've been playing Pet Society most of the day. It's FUN!!! :D

hi

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A couple of weeks ago my best friend stopped being my best friend.

Reason:

She thinks I am a bad person and I have the wrong opinions.

Okay. So I am a bad person because of these reasons:

1. I visit her, go to the movies with her and entertain her and write her letters. She sits in a wheelchair, so she doesn't get around much. So, obviously, I must be evil.

2. I am friends with everyone, not just the good churchies.

3. I use the word "Heterosexual" now, THAT's pure evil, is it not?

Well, people are free to judge and to do whatever they want.

Today I wrote her an email because I had had enough. I am trough playing the "evil one"... I don't want her to think that my silence means that she is right about me, because she is not. Or maybe it is just her Mom... Well, I wrote her little sister and I hope she can sort things out.

Keep your fingers crossed!

More later!

All by myself...

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Dear reader,

I have got the flu. Some kind of normal flu, I think. Anyway, because I have this flu, I'm going to Finland tomorrow morning with Viking Line and spend LOTS and LOTS of quality time with my Dad and my Friends over there...

I LOOOVE FINLAND!!!

More later...

Mulla on niin kylmä ilman sua...

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Sorry, this one's in Finnish... ;)

Voi kökköti kökkö. Yiruma soi taustalla. "River flows in you". Mulla on Youtube randomilla mun suomifiilis soittolista ja just kun mun piti rupeman tätä kirjoittaman niin sieltä tulleepi tää laulu... :P Kylläpä on hauskaa... LOL <-ironiaa

Elämä on.

"When you don't want to feel,
death might seem like a dream..."

"Crazy is not being broken,
or swallowing a big secret.
It's you and me -amplified.

If you've ever told a lie,
and enjoyed it
or wished you could be a child forever...

They were not perfect
but they were my friends
and there doesn't go one day,
that my heart does not find them."

-Girl, Interrupted

Pitkäniemi Nuoriso-osasto 4, elokuu 97 - huhtikuu 98.

When the schnecken beckons... ;)

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I'm in the mood of watching "Birdcage"... I just LOVE miss Albert!!! He's the quintessential gay kinda man who dresses up as a lady each night and I just cannot help but love him, every time he pops up on my screen. He's so cute.

That does not mean I only love gay men. How can a woman do that? They do not prefer me. I need a real man. OK. Anyways... I'm angry at a guy right now. He's a Finn. He's not a mormon. That should give away enough information for the persons closest to me to figure out who he is. He likes beer. We've been out on dates. NOW you know.

I just don't understand him. That's no reason to hate him. I'm just very angry at him. He left things in the middle. No ending. We had a pretty good start. Better than I've ever had. OK, he was drunk. Anyways. I deserve MAYBE something better than what I got in the end. No nothing.

I need to deal with everything in my life, or I might loose my voice, my mind or start hurting myself. I need "closure", like Chicken Little did!!! It's no joke. And with this guy: NO CLOSURE.

There was not exactly no closure with another guy either... But that's classified.

More later!